Charlaine Harris [Aurora Teag Last Scene Alive (v5.0) (epub)

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.Without noting it, I’d entered another phase.The past few months—say, the past six—had been like slogging through a gray swamp.I’d been too exhausted to even open my eyes and look around me.I had routinely forgotten whole conversations, complete transactions, significant events.Nothing had seemed important but my loss.Right now, just at this split second, I fully comprehended for a fact that my life would go on and there would be things in it I would enjoy.For the first time, that didn’t seem like a betrayal of Martin.Though he’d been the picture of health and his death had been the worst kind of shock, I’d always been aware of the fact that he was fifteen years older than me—that probably, in the natural course of things, I’d have some living to do without him.Events had taken an unnatural course, but the result was the same.I was getting sniffly, so I concentrated really hard on checking in the books, getting them back to the shelves, returning the cart to its designated spot.Perry and Lillian were always very obviously tactful when my eyes looked red, God bless them, and they were again today.Chapter TwoI looked up Celia Shaw on the Internet that night.My computer was less than two years old, bought by Martin so he could work at home from time to time.I’d learned to use it, at least enough to send and receive email and to search for information.The games bored me, I’d discovered, and my money was “handled” by my accountant, so I only turned the machine on a couple of times a week.Celia was supposed to be twenty-five, I learned, a figure I took with a grain of salt.She’d been born in Wilmington, North Carolina, where her mother had been working in a movie.I hadn’t realized there were movie studios in Wilmington but, according to the article, it was quite a moviemaking center.Well, back to Celia.Her mother, Linda Shaw, a middle-aged minor actress, had been so long separated from her husband that the baby’s parentage was in doubt.Linda Shaw had left the infant Celia with an aunt and uncle, and fled.Linda resurfaced in California a couple of years later, dead.She’d committed suicide in a motel—barbiturates and a razor combined.What a tragic beginning.Though my father had left when I was a teenager, my mother had been a rock.I’d never had aunts and uncles, since both my parents were only children (which may have contributed to their problems), but my mother had a whole network of friends, family connections, and coworkers on whom to call.Having become more sympathetic to Celia Shaw, whom I’d been quite prepared to dislike, I continued scrolling along.I examined pictures of Celia in various movies I’d never seen.I paused to check out a dress Celia had worn to the Emmy Awards.Hmmm.I was more conservative sartorially than I’d realized.I peered at the picture.Had she had to glue that bit into place? How had she planned to cope if she’d dropped her purse? Of course, someone would’ve picked it up for her gladly; Celia Shaw would never have to perform any little service for herself, at least not for the next ten years.Still, what if she’d forgotten her posture and slumped a little.Well, she had nerve, anyway.I’d give her that.According to her bio, Celia Shaw had won escalating parts in five minor films and two major television shows.However, Whimsical Death, a two-part made-for-TV movie, would constitute her first leading role.Chip Brodnax was taking the role of Robin.His face was familiar to me, but I couldn’t remember where I’d seen him.I didn’t watch a lot of television, but I was sure I’d noticed him in something before.The same picture of Celia Shaw that had been in the magazine was on the website, the one of her with Robin at a party.There was another shot of Celia holding her Emmy.She was beautiful, no doubt about it.And even if her given age of twenty-five was literally less than the truth, there was no doubt in my mind that Celia Shaw was several years younger than me.As I closed down the computer and went upstairs for my bath, I wondered why I’d bothered to search out this information.I told myself it was because she was going to play me—or someone at least as close to me as the movie could go, since I’d refused permission for a character to have my name.Surely it wasn’t too surprising that I’d have an interest in the woman who was going to represent me?I attended Evening Prayer that Wednesday night.This was by no means my normal schedule, I’m sorry to say.St.Stephen’s saw me on Sunday mornings, but that was the limit of my church attendance, and I’d dodged the altar guild, the vestry, and the annual Christmas bazaar committee with amazing agility.(I was beginning to have a slightly guilty feeling, as though I watched PBS every night yet didn’t send in a dime at pledge time.) On this balmy evening, I scooted into an empty pew close to the back of the small church and let all my worries go while I moved through the ritual that meant so much to me.As I was about to shake Father Aubrey Scott’s hand while I was going out the door, he said, “Could you stay for a minute? I’d like to have a few words.”“Sure,” I said.I’d always been fond of Aubrey.In fact, I’d dated him for many months.Then I’d met Martin and he’d met Emily, and we’d parted amiably.The warmth of a pleasant companionship remained.I rummaged through my mind for any recent hot topics in the congregation that he’d need to discuss with me, but I couldn’t come up with a one.With a sense of mild expectation, I settled on a bench in the quiet churchyard while the other congregants got in their cars and switched on their headlights in the gathering dusk.Soon we’d have the time change [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]

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