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.”His plate is down again and his mouth is on mine before I have a chance to react.Whatever disagreement we had is forgotten the second his hands are on me.He pulls me into his lap, his teeth on my nipple through my shirt.His hands are on me, one on my ass and the other in my hair.I fumble at his jeans, stroking him once I have them open.He stands, turning us around so my back is to the cushions and undresses me from the waist down.Jared kneels in front of me.He puts his hands under my ass and lifts my body to his mouth.Holy fuck.I’ve never been that into foreplay.Always been a main act kind of girl, but when he goes down on me, I forget who I am.He’s above me, looking down at me.His eyes are locked on mine.All I can do is clutch at the cushions behind me, and let go.After I do let go, he slowly lowers me.I’m half on, half off the sofa.He slides a condom on while I catch my breath before pulling me the rest of the way down onto him.His hands lift and lower me.My arms are around his neck as we kiss.I can taste myself.He slams me down harder onto his cock.Whatever pace he had tried to set before is lost.I feel it.I feel him lose control.Our lips part and I press my forehead to his as he slams me over and over again.I know what he had been trying to do.He’d tried to be soft and sweet in the beginning, but I just don’t do that.When his motions become more frantic, his breathing becomes labored; I know he’s close.I lick his lip, suck it into my mouth, and bite it.He pushes into me hard one last time and groans against my mouth, his lip still trapped between my teeth.I smile, releasing it, and laugh.I’m still wearing my shirt, and he’s still fully dressed.“What’s so funny?” he asks, nuzzling into my neck.I trace my hand up his thigh and feel him twitch inside me.”You never even took off your jeans.”He presses wet kisses up my neck to my ear.His hands move to the hem of my shirt.His lips only stop touching my neck as he pulls my shirt off me.I arch my back as the rough pads of his thumbs stroke my nipples.He reaches back to push the coffee table away from the sofa and lies down, pulling me with him.“If this is turning into round two, you’re wearing too much.” I laugh and tug at his shirt.He leaves me for a minute to undress and toss the used condom.When he returns, he’s naked and gloriously hard.I know this is just sex, but his body may be ruining me for anyone else.“Do you ever sleep with more than one person at a time?”I tilt my head.“Like a threesome?”Jared shakes his head.“Like what we’re doing.”“Oh.” I think about it.“Not really.Once it stops being fun, I move on.”He lowers himself onto me.“Things aren’t supposed to be fun all the time.”“Why not?” I ask, trailing my hands up his arms to his shoulders.His weight feels delicious on me, a pleasant pressure that covers me.His skin is warm against mine.I don’t want to talk.I want to feel.I capture his lips with mine, ending any more discussion.Afterward, I pluck my plate from the coffee table and rest it on his chest to finish my dinner.If he’s annoyed, he doesn’t show it.“Are you still thinking about going to see that Jase guy?” Jared asks, rinsing his plate.He passes it to me, and I load it into the dishwasher.“Maybe.Now that Sarah’s wedding is all done, I feel like I’m just bumming around.I need to do something.”“What happened to that yoga place?” He passes me a glass.“It won’t open for another couple months.The contractor can email me if anything comes up.”It’s my little project, my own studio.The space is simple.It’s the end unit of a strip mall fifteen minutes from the condo.I’m having the space sectioned off into three areas, a large room for yoga classes and two smaller rooms, one for a masseuse, another for facials.I plan on teaching the basic yoga class a few times a week and already have some friends lined up to cover the rest.There isn’t really anything I can do there right now, so why not get out of Dodge?I pause, glass in hand, and lean against the counter.“Do you want to go?”He cuts off the water.“It’s kind of my peak season.”I place the glass in the top rack and close the dishwasher.“Of course.Silly of me to ask.”I start to walk away, but he stops me.“Let me check at work tomorrow.”“No big deal,” I add.He turns me so I’m facing him and lifts my chin.“I’d like to go with you.Let me see what I can do.”I nod, regretting even mentioning it.If we aren’t careful, we might trick ourselves into thinking what we have is something when it isn’t.I don’t want him to become attached to an idea that will never happen.I’m comfortable, I’m familiar, I’m awesome, and he’s still getting over all that bullshit with his ex.I have no illusions that he’s actually interested in me.That’s not how this works.This is sex.I didn’t really need to check with anyone at work; I make the schedule.It would just be a dick move to leave them hanging when it’s busy.As long as there are people willing to cover without bitching about it, I’ll go.Am I being jealous? Yes.I don’t care if this Jase dude is already with someone else.We haven’t discussed what we’re doing.I sure as fuck don’t want to push her.I’ve known her long enough to know what will happen if I do.She’ll bail.I don’t know where she’ll go, but she’ll take off.I’m on to her, though, as long as I don’t do anything stupid.I swap my beginner lesson with Carl for his intermediate group.I need a couple trips down the mountain to clear my head.It’s early, and it snowed a bit last night.I like it this way, before it’s all packed down and cut up from other people’s boards and skis.Besides, this early on a weekday, it’s not as busy.I don’t have to watch out for other people.The slope is mine.I’m looking for speed.I want my heart racing and my brain only focused on not wiping out.I ease up as I near the bottom.There are some posers grouped up at the bottom of the hill.Idiots.That’s a stupid place to stand and chat.I swoop past them.“Move,” I growl, laughing when they jump.Teenagers, they have an almost empty mountain to shred and they’re just standing around doing nothing.I shake my head; just like I did nothing for years, even though I wanted Sawyer for myself.“Do you even still want me to come?”I giggle at Jared’s question considering our current location.He has me bent over the vanity in my bathroom.I know he’s talking about Fiji, but he did just say come while he was inside me.He groans and pulls my hips back hard.Afterward, I answer, “I wouldn’t have asked if I hadn’t meant it.”He hesitates, like he doesn’t believe me.“Look, Jared.I don’t get why this seems confusing for you.If you want to come, come.If you don’t, well…don’t.”His eyes meet mine in the mirror.“I think I should stay here.” He trails his fingertip down my spine, making my knees shake, and walks out of the room.My mouth drops as I watch him leave.What just happened? Does he want me to beg him to go? That isn’t ever going to happen, ever.It’s as if he doesn’t even know me.I throw on some yoga pants and a t-shirt and think about calling Sarah.I decide not to.This is stupid.This right here is exactly why I don’t date.All it does is complicate shit
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